oh my god I'm so hopelessly $tup!d and useless, I hate this I'm bad at art, animation, editing, band, keeping up with work, time, deadlines, keeping myself mentally well. I hate it so much. What's wrong with me?! why can't I just be good at something I like? Why am I always flailing, always behind, always too scared, too scared to say no to my friends, too scared to tell them how I feel, so sick of being the therapist. Oh my god, I waste so much time, I hate this I hate this I hate this.
