☆⠀⠀"i'm caught between the night and day" ⠀i wrote and sung the demo for irony in september of last year, and leaked it a couple of times, not thinking much, and i came to the conclusion that i would scrap it, but thea convinced me to keep it, so you can all thank her for this one xD irony is about the myth of persephone and hades, which captures doomed love, devotion and power, and the pain of being trapped between your fate and desire. also, i've decided that i'm scrapping 'bubbles'. it was a song i needed to create for myself, to come to peace, rather than for streaming etc. i may change my mind on this but just letting you guys know in case you are expecting it and it never comes :) ☆⠀⠀credits ⠀voice: me! ⠀lyrics: me :) ⠀mixing, vocal fx: me, on bandlab ⠀cover art/thumbnail: guess who ⠀instrumental: seazxn beats on yt ☆⠀⠀lyrics I'll face the light that's killing me I cry for you, and they all see We'll bite the hand that feeds our greed No, the irony's not lost on me I watched you trace the name in flame, yet, still, I stayed, whispering yours I told the truth, to kill the game, just to lose you all the same To live, to lose, yet still to live To run, to cry, lest I submit I'm caught between the night and day, Run away, run away, run away, From all I am and can't forgive Ah (x4) (I kissed the curse, I drank the lie Just to feel you one more time Your shadow lives inside my chest Where love once bloomed, now nothing's left) I wear the blame like second skin a war within I'll never win You hold the crown, you play the thief I breathe in doubt, exhale belief I bend, I break, I still remain through pouring fire, through quiet rain A truth you swore you'd never see, And isn't that the irony? And if you asked, I'd do it twice What your price? Now you pass me every morning, still to see, the flower I was born to be I watched you trace the name in flame, yet, still, I stayed, whispering yours I told the truth, to kill the game, just to lose you all the same Every turn, I burn for you Every day, I fade for you Won't you look, deserve and yearn for you If you never know, you never know How far it is to go Ah (x4) (I kissed the curse, I drank the lie Just to feel you one more time Your shadow lives inside my chest Where love once bloomed, now nothing's left) I wear the blame like second skin a war within I'll never win You hold the crown, you play the thief I breathe in doubt, exhale belief I bend, I break, I still remain through pouring fire, through quiet rain A truth you swore you'd never see, And isn't that the irony? Falling in love was yet an option for you I walk the line that you left behind you I~ Know that's it's there And I~ Won't pretend that you care And after all this, I just want to say.. If I was lost inside the mountain Would you notice, would I matter? Ah (x4) (I kissed the curse, I drank the lie Just to feel you one more time Your shadow lives inside my chest Where love once bloomed, now nothing's left I wear the blame like second skin A war within I'll never win You hold the crown, you play the thief I breathe in doubt, exhale belief)
