[part 1] ´´I found her...`` A Shooting-star SRP

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Warning! This SRP contains depictions of death, grief, hallucinations, anxiety, and panic attacks. Please take care of yourself before choosing to enjoy this SRP <3 ... Shooting-star was... happy. She was really, really happy. At least, she thought she was happy... The feeling was... strange... Was she happy..? The warrior wandered along the PyroClan shore, thinking about just that. Her paws ached until, eventually, she decided to rest. ❝ look me dead in my eyes ❞ Bud quietly crouched at the water's edge, staring at the odd face looking back at bud. Her fangs were gone. That felt strange. A bundle of feathers now grew from her head, hanging in front of her eyes. Her crown of plants tucked itself carefully among them. Honestly, Sho felt like fae constantly had to fix them from dangling into faer already poor vision. ❝ 'til the day that I die ❞ So far, the biggest change she had found, though, was the set of wings now carefully folded at her sides. The blue-feathered skirt now covered her entire back, including her new wings. She hadn't quite learned how to use them, but she would. How hard could flying really be? ❝ I just wanna feel alive ❞ Shooting-starsnapdragon hesitantly raised to her full height, spreading her wings with her chest puffed out. Hm... How hard could it be? The shifted hybrid scanned its surroundings, its pupiled gaze catching on an elevated surface of rocks raised above the ocean waves. It was perfect... ❝ with you, I'm alive ❞ Sho carefully made her way atop the cliff, smiling as the salty wind caught between her feathers. Once she reached the top, she took a moment to simply ponder the view. The sky was a beautiful rosy pink, splotched with dark blue clouds. It was now that fae realised how long fae had been outside of camp. It was sunset... But how was that possible? Didn't bud leave at sunrise? Had she really spent the entire day alone at the shore? ❝ Fell in love... ❞ Strange... Had anyone come to look for her? She hadn't planned on leaving camp with Daisy still recovering, but somehow... Somehow... she had. ❝ but it left me lonely ❞ Sho slowly sat, roses eyes still locked on the setting sun. It was so beautiful... Just like her sunshine... Just like her Petalpassion... ❝ Tried to trust ❞ Ro tilted roses head at the colours slowly fading from the sky. ´´N-no…`` Roses own voice had startled rose as tears slowly filled roses eyes. ❝ but it burned me slowly ❞ A burning filled faer chest, and a knot formed in faer stomach. ´´D-don't... Don't l-l-leave me...`` Again, her voice cracked, and words left her mouth. ´´P-please... Please c-come... P-p-please come b-back!`` Without thinking, Starry spread her wings and ran. She ran, blinded by her own tears, off the edge. ❝ I didn't know what I was looking for ❞ Their paws bounced off the air as their wings grabbed onto the breeze. For a moment, the wind ran blissfully against its face. It ran through its fur and feathers as it simply smiled. It smiled as the warmth it had been looking for returned. This was it... ❝ 'Til I found her ❞ This is what she had wanted, or rather needed, to find. This was it. This was all she had wanted. Her heart was beating... Her breath was slowed... But she was happy... She was so happy like this. ❝ I found her ❞ Oh, why couldn't this feeling last forever? If she could simply stay like this forever, everything would be okay. Everything would be... okay..? She was... okay... right..? ❝ Without her, I'm a mess ❞ Finally, the she-cat's eyes fluttered open just in time. Oh, that feeling... Wasn't it flying? Oh... no... It was falling... She was... falling... ❝ There was nothing 'bout that love that made sense ❞ Shooting-star quickly shoved herself back, tumbling through the air. A wave of dizziness hit her as tumbling turned into spinning. Sho attempted to spread her wings wider with minor success. Finally, she did the only thing she could: hope... The warrior closed her eyes as the water approached, tucking her wings around her in a protective shield. Oh, it wasn't ready for this... It wasn't ready to... die...