everything's kind of messed up and scary right now if ur transgender and living in the states... it's been so for a while...! so i got a lil emotional & wanted to put this into words for at least some sort of audience to hear: u need to live!!! I know it's scary and bad out there, especially for younger folks who are transgender or questioning or anything like that, but please please know that it'll get better eventually. your personal situation, the social climate, the folks in charge- all of that will change, if you just give it time. but until then, u just have 2 stay alive. no matter what. there's so many folks out there who love and adore you, even if they aren't the best at showing it... and, if you're less sentimental, stay alive to spite the folks who want the reverse...! stand up & wipe the blood from ur nose & throw another punch at those who have hurt u and people like u by simply living and loving and smiling so big and wide bc ppl like that don;'t want much more than ur downfall. ime rambling a lil but I guess my point is remember there are so many people who love u & I also love u & u need to live no matter what if ur transgender. like in general everyone should stay alive ofc but trans ppl please don't die ever u gotta live