MORE STORY TIME MY DARLINGS ✨ For the sake of this story my name will appear as [Poet]. Part one(important part): So in Lunch today, I was talking with a band kid(who wanted me to improve my talking skills like what), and for context, last week I was questioning if I was human or not, and this kid was like, "You don't know if you're human???" Anyway, back to today, he saw me, and made eye contact, then made a motion with his index finger that said, 'come here.' Then he leaned to the kid in my carpool(apparently this kid is in his friend group?), then yelled, "[poet]!" I ran because um I am me, and then the band kid told me, "When someone calls your name, you answer." "Ah.." I replied, then went back. He then asked me, "Are you Human?" with some kids behind him. I said, "Sure, but I don't know. Are you?" He said, "I'm not real, I'm a hallucionation." I said, "Valid. I might be a Lunar, and not a shell. I haven't used my glamour in a long time, and the side effects of a Lunar not using their side effects are Hallucionations, Paranoia, depression, basically they start going insane." And these other kids were like, "I'm lunar too!" I said, "cool." And then the one kid I pretty much always saw with the kid in my carpool(Let's call him C for now(his name does not start with C, it starts with an A(we're talking about the kid in my carpool not his friend) came up to me. Now, I knew this kid was tall(C's friend), but I had never stood near him before so I didn't know how much taller he was than me. :\ He came really close to me(too close for my comfort zone), and did that weird thing I once saw someone do to my bestie. He like, angled his head nearly parallel to the ground and looked down at me(making his face in my face almost, without bending over, and at an angle) and made what I guess was supposed to be a menacing face. It didn't imtimidate me(okay fine it very slightly VERY SLIGHTLY did), it just confused me and he was TOO CLOSE TO ME, MUCH TO CLOSE TO ME FOR SOME KID I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME(that will change... he hehe >:) hehehehehe). I said, "Uh, Hi!" And after 20 seconds he backed off. Then one kid was like, "Do you know C?" I said, "Yes..." and I knew where this was going. The kid leaned over to C and said something, then made him sit up and go to me. He looked like he was amused, slightly embarrassed, trying to stay cool and annoyed all at the same time. They pushed him to about a few feet away from me, and he was trying to get away. I think. And the kid was like, "He [word... its weird middle school slang] for you!!!" And C said, "I DO NOTTTT!!!!!" and being the clueless little artist I am, I said, "???????? What?" And they said, "[*coughs* um word] means [word]" and one kid said "[I think he said she, but I thought I heard he, idk] doesn't know what that means" (A friend explained to me and I was like "EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW WHAT THE HECKKKK") C left and I was really confused. Then some kid asked what I felt was maybe slightly racist, so sorry if it offends you :'( He said, "Are you aisan?" I said, "No." "Indian?" "No." "White?" "No." "Yellow." "No?" "Pink?" "??? No???" and then as they were talking about something I made a quick escape to my next period. :\ Kids are so weird. Also to calm myself, I was saying, "There is hope for humanity. There is hope for Humans." (LIES) Yup. Is this Bullyisim? I have no idea. Are kids always like this? why me. I'm terrified one day they're gonna jump me or something. Or the kids from P.E. Who called me a Boy earlier this week trying to provoke me. And acted weird when I said if my hand puppet was LGBT would I support him. They were all like "Hmmmmm I see Hmmmmmm" like SO WEIRD. WHY HUMANS BE LIKE THIS. GRRRR. First song is so real UwU
