how can a song hit so hard the day after it came out? at first it didn't mean much to me. it was a strong song with strong lyrics. you could feel the power in them. but now that you have a similar problem that you found out the day after. and now it just hits different. you can actually feel the pain. that the songwriter felt. "you want diamond" just like how diamond is strong and durable, and long lasting. like how their friendship was. "but instead you'll get graphite" just like graphite is dusty, and will no longer be there in one blow. just like how their friendship ended with one rumor. how could one rumor end a whole friendship. what happened to the chemistry? and now the memory bugs bite me. I miss it. I miss them. the chaos the huzz storytimes the injury stories but now that's all just memories. will I ever see them smile again? or laugh. or anything together again? or will it all fade into the wind and blow as a longing memory? click space or screen for me singing also sorry I usually dont sound like this I'm just really down and tired of everything
