dear heeseung, this feels weird to even write ngl. like i keep thinking i’ll get used to it but i don’t?? i’ll be watching something and just instinctively look for u, and then i remember… and it kinda ruins the moment a little. it’s not even like im crying 24/7 or anything, it’s just small stuff. like ur voice not being there, or the way u used to just be in the background doing something random. it made everything feel normal i guess. and now it’s just… off. i don’t even know how to explain it without sounding dramatic but yeah, imy. i hope ur good tho. like fr. i hope u left because u wanted to, not because u felt pushed or anything. and i hope ur doing stuff that makes u happy, even if we don’t really see it. anyways yeah… i just wanted to say that. this is so awkward —me and ur baskestball
Now you’re sweating, got you paranoid protest in your head are screamin’ (FREAK U BESIT) hands are shaking cuz u backstabbed It don't matter what you plannin’ (Mm-mm) (its a lie) freak u besit go and sit urself (It's a lie) bring our heeseung back to the group (It's a lie) Feel real sigma but heeseung is better (I-I-It's a lie) cover up ur crime but we know It's a lie, lie, lie, lie (It's a lie)
