I don't really know how to explain this, or let alone rant since I haven't done this since... the dark ages of my life.. but i'll start by saying my family can be really unfair to me at times, especially ever since last year all the way up until now. Anytime I do something, I immediately get punished and stay in trouble for weeks. HOWEVER, whenever my younger siblings do something FAR more worse than me they get a simple "don't do it again" and they're just OFF THE HOOK. SCOTT [FLIPPING] FREE. This has been happening for a while now, but today's stunt is what really tipped me off. So for context, the night before, my stepmom said that we'll be allowed to take our phones to school and then keep them for the entire weekend IF we cleaned the entire house before the next day. So as you could imagine, everyone in the house did exactly that. By the time everyone finished their job, the house look absolutely SPOTLESS. not a speck of dust our a bundle of crumbs in sight. it was a guarantee that everyone was getting their phones when we woke up. So I wake up this morning, getting myself ready for school, I haven't even thought about the phones, at least not until my siblings woke up. My stepmom was heading out the door for work and handed my sisters their phones. She handed my brothers their phones. Guess who's the ONLY one without his phone? ME. I was furious, I damn near injured myself trying to get the house clean and I got nothing? Meanwhile my siblings barely clean the house and they get their things?? WHAT THE F- I don't know who I should've been mad about this morning. Myself for BELIEVING my stepmom? My Dad? Maybe he told her not to give it to me? My siblings? Maybe they said I didn't clean up anything yesterday?? I DIDN'T KNOW WHO DESERVED IT MORE. I was so mad I didn't even feel like staying there I just stood outside waiting for my bus KNOWING it wouldn't be at my stop for another 30 minutes. This is just one of the many cases of the unfairness I've been getting just from this year (so far). I don't understand what I've done to deserve this. I'm a good kid. My grades aren't exactly signs of intelligence (FYI my grade average is like a 77. don't ask me my GPA bc I have no idea), sure, but I would never do anything wrong or intentional to hurt anyone (unless they actually deserve it). I don't know man... Maybe I'm just not grateful enough. There's probably kids out there who WISH they had phone, or family, or even a HOME to go to. Maybe living in this life I have now is enough of a privilege to have. That's all from me.. thanks for reading this. I don't think i'll be making anything today on . I still need time to process all this.
