[part 2] ´´I found her...`` A Shooting-star SRP

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Please read part 1 before continuing. Additionally, the same warnings of death, grief, hallucinations, anxiety, and panic attacks still apply. ... ❝ I was stressed... 'Til I found her ❞ Everything was dark. Her body hurt so much. She couldn't see anything. The feathered warrior blinked, though she couldn't be sure if it truly happened. Carefully, she raised her paws to her head. She pawed along a strange jagged edge, recognising the texture as her masquerade mask, though its surface was sharper than she remembered. Perhaps it had broken in her fall? Hm... Surely that was better than the alternative of breaking something worse, something like her wings or legs. Oh, flames... This was bad. What had she done? Where was she? How long had she been gone? Why couldn't she see? ❝ I've run for many miles trying to find love ❞ Panic filled the she-cat's eyes, and fae struggled to faer paws, coughing and wincing. Its gaze bounced around the area, hoping to find something, anything, to figure out where it was. Finally, they glanced upward. Glimmering rose lights twinkled above her. Stars... They were... stars..? But they were pink? How could the stars be pink? Shooting-star grasped her head as a ringing filled her ears. Oh, flames... What was happening to her? The hue of the stars suddenly shifted into an ocean-like glow. More stars seemed to appear by the moment, though not only in the sky, but on the ground and walls too. Wait... Walls..? Was she in a cave? But... the stars! They were so bright, and the cave wasn't... ´´Wh-where... F-flames... Help m-m-me... P-p-please- please h-help me...`` A sob escaped the young hybrid, and it curled over in pain. ❝ From a woman that could love me and never leave my side ❞ ´~Why would I want to help /you/?~` Sho's ears perked. That voice... Was it... ´´T-tal..?`` The she-cat lifted her head to look around once again. Nothing had changed, though... But... She knew that voice. She could never forget her love's dear voice. It was her! It had to be her! ´´Wh-where... Where are- are you? I-I... I-I-I c-can't find- find you!`` There was only silence in response. ´´P-please... Please, I-I... I need- need t-t-to f-f-find you... I n-need to- to get b-back to you!`` Her voice cracked as she spoke. Where was she? Where was her sunshine? ❝ And I've run for many miles trying to get away from ❞ Please... She /had/ to be here. She had too! [+You don't need to find her... All you've done is hurt her+] The voice was different now. Darker and... familiar. ´´T-tri..? Tri, n-no... No, it- it was an a-a-accident! She- I-I... I d-didn't mean t-to! We- we were just-`` Sho was cut off by her own sobs. ❝ The things I'm afraid of and everything inside ❞ *...You hurt everyone. You even hurt me...* ´´N-no! No! I-I... I... I-I s-s-saved you! I... I save- saved... D-daisy... Daisy, I-I... I s-saved...`` "-No one. You didn't save me.-" Her joy... No... No, not them too! She had to- <Mama... Why didn't you save me..? Why didn't you save them?> ´´I-I'm... I'm s-s-s-sorry! I-I... I t-tried- I-I /tried/! M-my s-spark... My l-little... M-my little s-s-soldier... My f-flame... I tried...`` <~ I thought you loved us... ~> ~> Don't you love us? <~ ´´I-I... I d-did! I... I-I do! I d-d-do!`` {Even my stories couldn't fix you, Mama. How could you?} ´´N-no! No! S-s-st-stop! STOP IT! You- you d-don't m-m-mean- I-I... I d-d-didn't- I-I... I...`` Sho raised her paws to cover her eyes, curling into a sobbing ball. [+ Get out of my clan, Shooting-star... Get out. +] Fae couldn't breathe. Fae couldn't respond. Fae couldn't, couldn't, couldn't do this anymore! It had to stop it! It had to stop, stop, stop it all!! STOP IT NOW!