Tell myself I won’t care, But I know I’ll do it anyway. There’s darkness everywhere, But still, I stand here, Waiting. Tell myself it’s the last time, You wouldn’t leave. Everything is still the same, I love it, Hate it, At the same time. Your words, Sweet as poison. It takes all the daylight, It’s hard to breathe, When you cry all night. Your words always kind, But they’re never true. Still I’m the one who's begging, Begging for forgiveness, The one who says sorry. I keep telling myself, It’s my fault, but you’re fine. You’re so hard to leave, Every time I try, You pull me back. Tell myself you’re great, But I know your flaws. I keep standing here, With your burden on my shoulders, Keeping everything together.
Was listening to: Daylight - David Kushner , while writing this.
