I've kept this in too long and I don't think that I can hide it anymore... I feel like everything bad that has happened to my friends and people I support/like is all my fault. I overthink it all. I expect the worst to happen. I lie about how I feel. I feel like I'm the worst. Sometimes I think that my mere existence is the reason why my friends and people I support/like suffer. Sometimes I feel like everyone hates me. Sometimes I hate my life. Sometimes I feel like others don't deserve me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry to everyone. I'm sorry for my existence. ...
Not responding to anyone. Last time that happened it didn't go so well, as you can see when you scroll down to the bottom.
