hey to whoever sees this (idk if anyone will but thats fine lol) recently (no i lied, its been a while. like since june of last year) ive been dealing with family issues along with some mental health issues like depression. (along with some stress and anxiety :p) its taking a toll on my actual health. ive been getting sick a lot so thats bad (its also probably because i barely eat anymore due to not having an appetite or im eating too much which isnt good for me either) also, i have absolutely NO (and i mean literally none) motivation to do anything. I have a lot of missing assignments this year and its kinda adding up to my family issues. this also ties to the damage im taking from losing two very important people. (not to death btw)[vent perhaps coming?] i simply want to clear my mind and regain my sanity bar (which is, not very surprising but, very low) im hoping regaining my sanity bar will prevent me from km$ or being 6ft below. (yo, just saying, it was (really) kinda bad because i had an big urge to km$ on 3/19/2026) i have absolutely no clue when ill come back but im hoping its soon or probably just early june. oh and once i come back, ill finish Aursa's spells and other stuff that are probably ROTTING in my projects. happy thoughts! (hahaha.... :wilt:) ------------------------------------- song || missin something - zach templar
