⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ‿︵ ⠀⠀ ANYWHERE ELSE ⠀⠀ ଓ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ by KAI GARCIA ︵⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ track 2 yayayyayaya!!! this song is probably the most honest song on eye:11ash (so far), which is kinda ironic considering im releasing it right after lie lol. i wrote this song on my kindle (don’t ask how) while in the exact situation the song describes, staying at a car at a family function bcs of your social anxiety. ︵⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ it’s been really difficult for me to be around these specific extended family members, because (as 11 year old me described it), “my family is a family of pretty, perfect, socialites. and i don’t fit.” ive made a lot of tweaks to this song since then (it WAS written over 6 months ago while not in the best mental state), but the main idea of the song is still there. ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ “i don’t want to be here. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ why am i not like them?” ︵⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ shoutouts (TYSMMM!!): @Welsh_baddie13 @Planetminaa @daniwanii @MissionEnt @_sb1324 @amaldonrze ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ please enjoy listening!!! ︵⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ credits production ⬚ prod. peril vocal production ⬚ kai garcia/logic pro vocals ⬚ kai garcia lyrics ⬚ kai garcia all else ⬚ kai garcia ︵⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ lyrics: [ kai commentary ] no cell service, can’t call for help ill stay in the car if it makes me melt thats my life hope im dreaming i try to get it’s not what they mean i can’t shake the feeling they all hate me that’s my life please be dreaming family ties mean nothing to me when i look out of the window and all i see soccer moms and their perfect little daughters they’re not like me and im sure as hell not like them either [ hate this lyric ] it’s all i can do i promise it’s not you [ this part went through SO MANY melody changes </333 ] cause im the only one in this hellhole who has brown hair if you’d really listen i’d tell you i’d rather be anywhere anywhere else you said “no means no” but just when you say it [ absolutely in love with this lyric like- yes clock it ] make me say hi but it feels so fake take me anywhere anywhere else yeah let’s go back to 5 minutes ago [ minji ref !! this song was originally on an album that included a cover of that song, but I scrapped it bcs that song doesn’t suit me AT ALL ] i wasn’t half as hot, felt chill as snow [ prime example of how this song was written with no access to rhymezone] and then i got here need to be not here yeah get me out help me out promise me you’re with me now don’t break it don’t fake it yeah it’s all i can do i promise it’s not you (but it really is) [ TEASER PARTT ] cause im the only one in this hellhole who has brown hair if you’d really listen i’d tell you i’d rather be anywhere anywhere else you said “no means no” but just when you say it make me say hi but it feels so fake take me anywhere anywhere else yeah anywhere else anywhere else anywhere else rather be anywhere else tags ( ignore ) :
