Hi guys, so you might be wondering what is going on. So lately, I haven't been feeling myself and I'm going to need some time to change that. I am at the age now where I'm exploring different things like relationships and relationships romantically. And also, losing them. I feel like I'm finding who I really am. And sometimes, people might see it the wrong way or see it differently. And that has taken a big toll on me so far. I've been finding out about some things about myself, and it doesn't make me feel good. I've been friends with people for over 9 years, to 2 years, and those have been the best, but then they have come to an end. I feel like I'm the only one in this position and I feel like I can't find anyone who can be a true friend. Along with that, I am discovering more types of relationships. I liked girls, but I'm exploring different ways to date romantically. I feel that if I come out the way I want to, people won't like me and I don't want that reputation on my back. If you made it this far, comment '' read it''. Thank you all for the support to keep me on my feet. I'll be back soon. :(