/!\ this is really just more of a note to and for myself <3 but feel free to read if you want (excuse my poor grammar, I am not good at eng) . . . . . . . . . It's really just time to grow up. I'm not gonna be on any socials anymore until maybe in 2 or so years when i've matured a bit. It's really just destroyed me, and i've only done this to myself. I'm gonna make my comic and hopefully post it eventually once I work the story out for Axel, Sherri and 2 other newer oc's (his bf and gang member). It's been a passion project of mine I just never really talked about it. Hopefully i'll publish it eventually <3 I also just have a family I gotta take care of. I don't have the patience or time for internet drama anymore. I've got to man up and be an adult, which is a weird feeling because I was 15 just like 2 seconds ago LMAO. this is for my future self mostly to read back on once i've grown out of my highschool self a bit. I've just graduated so it's not like I can really blame myself since I'm freshly a legal adult. I'll try my best to afford therapy but idrk if that's gonna work out. I have a lot of health issues I need to work out both mental and physical. Hopefully I can get into collage and get a degree. It's always been my dream job to be a designer for video games or a 3d modeler (alongside my childhood best friend) so I can hopefully get some sort of career doing that. Yay. I am also in a band with my friend as a guitarist <3 hopefully it works out after spending 10 years of my life learning guitar lmao (doubt i'll get famous ever but it's still fun af) But I really must just get off these sites, they aren't getting me anywhere. Especially MANY petty and lifeless people holding me back by keeping me in this high school mindset. It seems i've been spending my life so much better without these people in my life (getting married, getting into a band, learning things etc.) It's really just my cue to leave. I don't really feel comfortable being on a site built for minors or surrounding minors either since I am 18 now. So adios I guess. lol
