I had no real friend before just people who occasionally say hello I have now we’re friends on scratch and I feel like I’m losing touch with them too. I’ve been through many relationships in my life, but then none of them have worked. I feel like people are constantly avoiding me because they don’t like me I don’t know what to do anymore. I just can’t take it so I’m just gonna continue what I’m doing and hope for the best. I hope y’all understand. I’m really sad and my life basically depressed every recess. I just sit alone on the bench and do absolutely nothing teachers walk over and say what’s wrong and I answer with nothing. I read books for fun, barely play games anymore. Fortnite. I used to play all the time now I don’t play at all. I don’t know what to do anymore. Family and friends of the family can’t even cheer me up. I don’t know what to do anymore. This is it scratches my last straw if I can’t make friends on here I can’t make friends anywhere. I don’t know what to do anymore.
I always feel like you’re two sides to be battling for dominance. One side wants me to stay happy and cover up all my sadness fear an anger with happiness and bottle it up till I need to let it explode while the other side wants me to experience it in the moment to let it go before it gets too far. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just can’t stop Thinking about it. I just wanted to share.
