hi. I'm not posting (or doing anything) often so this is proof that I'm still alive. school is annoying and I'm too focused on other things to truly be active, as much as I want to be. first off, as you may know, I have ADHD. I take meds for that. it kinda feels like they aren't working - I care more abt drawing than my classwork sometimes (when usually I'm focused on nothing but the lesson) and I actually feel hungry (I don't have much of an appetite when I have my meds.) idk what's going on, my parents say "its cuz of me not sleeping very much" or some, but they said they'll talk to my doctor. btw, the bottle I used isnt a new one. the pills that don't work are the same batch as the ones that worked. okay, so speaking of not sleeping. when I go to sleep (9:30 PM), I can't actually fall asleep until what I assume to be 10 PM. and sometimes, though not as often recently, I wake up at around 4:30 when I'm meant to wake up at 5:45. they're also taking away my devices at certain times cuz of my bad sleep. on weekends, I'm okay, but on weekdays, I can't use them after dinner unless it's for homework. so I will be online even LESS. (sorry) (upd) also, I don't seem to be getting much notifs. in most sites I'm usually on, none of my friends are really there. this includes here. all my oomfs which have made me feel like I belong in this community just aren't around, other than notifs that mainly just go out to all followers. kinda sucks. they're probs working on other stuff. so I don't have much reason to be online. won't quit, nobody will want me to quit. but I'm also working on some other stuff. art practice, shading, etc. also, IM GETTING BETTER AT WRITING LETS GOOOOOOOOO there's still good things in my life :3 wish me luck gnggggg!!! -hachi
