TW: blood not long after mals death (which marissa witnessed firsthand) she minimizes how she feels about certain injuries + pain because in her eyes nothing could be as painful as what she witnessed mal go through in this animatic specifically she's right outside mal's hospital room (i was too lazy to draw a background,,) and starting to fully process that he died. hence the "youre not even moving" ((his death was temporary. but she didnt know that ofc shed be sad))