I'm so tired. I've been napping nonstop because I want to block out my bad thoughts. I'm scraping my arms again, I'm not wanting to eat, I'm picking and prodding at myself because I hate my looks. I hate myself. I'm getting angrier. I'm shouting and crying. I push everyone away. I'm disgusting. I hate myself. I'm disappointing everyone and I'm such a fake. I'm a horrible person. I don't care who's reading this, help me. Help me! Please! I'm so tired and I've never felt so small. Please help me... I'm so close to my limit. I'm pulling my hair out. I'm crying. My art isn't good. I'm struggling to do the things I love. I'm in my head. My friends hate me. Please, I just want someone to comfort me. I'm begging.
I'm taking a break.
