i stare at my phone screen the soft blue glow illuminating the dark room "are u ok?" that's what the message says and i'm stuck because how do you tell someone that you're ok but you're not all at the same time? how do you tell someone that you spend hours upon hours tears upon tears spilling out until you have none left? that you have a quiet emptiness inside that your inner compass is offline that you feel lost alone one drop in an ocean full of water how do you tell someone that you're ok but you're really not?
