Sorry for posting this type of stuff here but I need to talk about this somehow and this is the only place I can. I'm just not doing the best mentally lately. I'm glad break started though because now I get a break from people and I get to see people I love so much. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, but It feels like none of them would choose me. And it feels like none of them care enough to respond to me. And I feel like a bad person for still being friends with one of my friends because they haven't been being a very good person lately. I just always feel lonely, like I have no one even if I do. I feel alone and unwanted. I’ve felt this way for a while. I don't even know what I want atp. I guess just to be satisfied with my life? I don't even know anymore.
I can’t do anything in school without asking for help. I feel so stupid. I need to do things by myself but I can’t anymore. I have been having a big surge of gender dysphoria as well. I also just don’t know what I am anymore? If that makes any sense. I know theres something wrong with me. I just, don't know what it is yet.
