" i miss ya " | a solsticesplash drp

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Tw )) death, sickness. Lmk if anymore are needed Well then, let's get right into it, shall we ? Solster hadn't been feeling well. He was sick. Very sick. He knew this. He knew zey were running out of time. But zey overestimated how much time. One day, he went on a walk to get away from all the hustle. Oh, what a horrible decision, to go out on that fated day. Zeir energy slowly left his body. He felt oh, so weak. His eyes drooped as he stumbled further away from camp. Further away from his kits. His vision was blurry. He couldn't see properly. Zey couldn't walk properly. Zey could barely do anything properly. He couldn't raise his kits, he couldn't hunt, hey couldn't protect anyone. He couldn't even protect his own / mate /. His eyes teared up. But he had to keep going. Where ? Zey weren't sure. Then, he finally reached it. He didn't know where he was going at first. But zey found it. Eventually. The same hollow he'd found with arrow on that snowy night. The night they'd talked about having kits. Yet, this time, there was no snow. There was no raging storm he was trying to get away from. There was no arrow. Zey layed down, making himself comfortable and resting his head on the cold floor. And he closed his eyes. " Goodnight " He mumbled. " Goodnight to my kits. Dreamdrop, Asterwish, Scatteredfern, Begoniapaw, Sunnypaw. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry I wasn't a better father. " Zey mewed for his kits. " Goodnight to my friends, though, there are few. Centipedethistle. You were a good friend. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you all the time. " He chuckled. Zey sure didn't have many friends. " Goodnight to my family. Scatteredwish, Abyssheart, Sagemoon, Buntingfeather, Yearingwish, Lanternpaw, Soaringpaw. I'm sorry I didn't spend time with you. I didn't even meet all of you. " He sighed. " Goodnight, the love of my life. Yarrowheather. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I couldn't save you. I'm sorry, Arrow. " He whispered out into the cold. Atleast he could see her now. Atleast he could protect her now. He now realised that his biggest regret was how he spent his time. And as he took his last breaths, zey muttered " Goodnight, world. . " And then, just like that, everything stopped. ---☆--- This took. So. Long. He passed like over a month ago. Also yayyy exams are over!! Well then! That was fun! And as sad as it is to see him go, I'm glad that I can finally get a new kitty :) i'm really disappointed in myself with what i did with solster. Which was nothing. his life was pretty boring. He made like .. one friend. And he barely met any cats. Also, he had no scars or accessories. Pretty boring, if you ask me. All he did was chuckle and act warm :p he didn't even have any enemies ToT but anyways, I'm hoping to make Quill's life a bit more interesting than solster's!! Moving on, thanks to everyone who played a part in his life! Especially you Saf, I'm glad zey had such a nice cat to be mates with! I apologise for the writing being so messy and rushed, I just really wanted to get this over with. I also had to dig up old litters and stuff cause I couldn't remember everyone's names :/ if i couldn't remember them, then their prefix is most likely 'paw' this doesn't apply for apps tho. I might add some more writing later, but for now, I hope you enjoyed this!