as your cold metal meets my warm flesh, i can't help but squirm uncomfortably. the silver you bear as your form is so chilling it sears itself into my skin, ah ... i want to tear away from the pain. each time we interconnect, i wonder, could we have worked out? stuffing my bones into your wireframe and trying to mash your cogs into my intestines only separates us further, only serves to hurt us more than heal. for you to yank at my heartstrings, not knowing they pull at my emotions, and for me to rust your metal with my useless tears, spewing out my desperate love for you. ... a human boy and a clockwork girl, who were destined to cross, but never to connect. i taught you how to breathe, to sing and to live; from steel surface, life flourished in its reflection in return, you trained me to act more mechanical, precise movements, accurate decisions. in a way, we gave each other a part of ourselves. and we kept giving, taking,, destroying until we couldn't tell where you ended and i began. could we have called this love, this twisted connection of machine and mortal?
creds to me for poem alalang hmm what should my fans/followers name be im genuinely PISSED im gonna start seizing up bro this girl i used to date WONT leave me alone and its so suffocating ... esp since i like another girl but i think its affected me since i keep snapping at my crush by accident since my ex keeps agitating me every day. she literally wont stop bro i do NOT wanna be associated witj the likes of you :heartbreak: pack your bags twin anyways yeah surprise surprise people actually like me but ill always be too scared to confess or be confessed to sigh
