as an elder sister ,I would hate my sibling but also love them very deeply, from the bottom of my heart.I honestly don’t understand what I can do without her being in my life. I deeply appreciate for all your messages like @itzyouarii’s for instance, I saw it and I was so touched. same for everyone else, @teamthem, @4c-jean, everyone trying to stop via from making a huge mistake, she still did it anyways. some of you might not even believe me and my sister’s situation but I honestly understand, she loved you all so much, everyday when I used to come over to her bed and always used to talk, she always told me how much you mean to her, she just doesn’t show it, she was like this by heart. I don’t want to do this, but I think all of you might want her situation leading to her d34th. so I honestly might tell you all since you guys really deserve it after all the trauma you saw. This drawing is based of myself in real life.