Okay so I remembered the last time I helped you. I remember asking you if there is anything you still are hanging on to and tbh, I need you to just kinda sit down and listen. You are basically an art piece God made you into but you are human too. What you're going through is probably cut-off social stuff and I feel you too. I don't have a SINGLE friend in my school and it's alright. Bibo, I know you're going through a lot right now but you have to remember that we are just kids, we don't understand much. ALSO, things wont go as well as we want it to. Some people in the world is dealing with stuff WAY harder than what you're going through, you should know you're a lucky kid. You have unlimited food, a bed, and a talent! Some kids in this world are not loved enough which is why the people who don't show much love NEEDS love. You're a humble person but you are a HU-MAN AND, you're a blessed kid. I can be here wasting my time just waiting for a response because you're not just a piece of art to me, you're some-what kind of friend that I might not have again. I will say it again. Remember me helping you? That other time when you were not feeling so good? Think of that time and ask yourself "why did people ask "are you okay?" to me?". *think for one minute.* That's because they CARED about you alot! We indivigualy have our own story, but in every book, in every peoples lives.. We all have our own trials where we stand against our fears, guilt, and stuff that we still hang on to. Did you notice in some books, the main character is not always alone? That's because they know they can't do it alone so they have some kind of friend that helps until the end. You can't do it alone, all you need is someone to understand you. You get it now? The point of this is that what you're going through is always gonna have a ending point, but when it is too hard, you can have an helping hand.