Lyrics I open my eyes to blurred out dreams that have been lost long ago, fallen in between I aimlessly wander through these bright lit streets Like me, this city never sleeps I lie awake beneath this starless sky I wonder how I’m still alive Will I survive the night? I pray I’ll survive the night Alone, but not lonely, at least that’s what I tell myself I feel the chill through my chest. So I stay awake, dreary and weary while everyone laughs in the lights No one seems to see me, a ghost that can never rest And I can't ever seem to close my eyes I think I’m gonna lose control any second now Since I’ve been holding it too long and it’s overflowing out My tears just won’t dry up and I want it all to stop But I’ve become my own nemesis and the time is running out Drowning in the deep of my distress I wonder if I’ll ever get to see the morning light (i dont know if i will get to live a normal life Wanderin’ through these city streets Feelin’ so worthless but I’ll never weep Clutchin’ so hopelessly to this dream Eyes wide, this city never sleeps I lie awake to chase this endless high I don’t know if I am still alive Will I survive the night I pray I’ll survive the night Alone, but not lonely, at least that’s what I tell myself When I’m so close to the end So I stay awake, dreary and weary while everyone’s gone far out of sight No one seems to see me, a ghost that can never rest I can’t remember how to close my eyes (DROWNING, I DON’T KNOW IF I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT) Tell me is this reality because I just can’t perceive The failure that I’ve made my life (come on laugh at me and tell me I don’t have a life)
This one is going on Spotify when I finish the music video
