this month has been a roller coaster of emotions I feel terrible then I feel ok then I want to break my skull and then I feel great and then I want to stop being a human being and then I feel nothing and then I feel like I want to bawl my eyes out into my bedroom pillow I hate this I want her back
again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again again and again and again and again Heaven Pierce Her - Never Odd Or Even
