(DISTURBING WARNING) This drawing i made which represents my mind has a lot of meanings so i'll explain them to you. The Dean in the drawing represents me and the reason why the face is blacked out is i can't even look at myself and even if i look at myself i look at myself as a failure and a good for nothing idiot who can't do anything. The words saying "I'm fine" represents one of my hidden feelings when im trying to hide my true feelings, i say that when i become sad but don't wanna share my true feelings so i just say "i'm fine" as in being like i'm fine and there is never anything wrong with me. The Dean split in half is representing my both emotions one being a happy and joy one that hides my true feelings and i basically act like im always happy and joyful all of the time, the other one is my true-self, the one that shows my true colors as in being like i'm depressed and sad all of the time because of the stress. The Brain that's split in half is representing my brain as in i felt like i'm either stubborn or just plainly stupid and unable to succeed in life whenever i fail at something i'm unable to do, i just feel like i'm just too stupid to understand anything, i just feel like others are able to succeed but not me. The Morse code represents a hidden feeling.
This is only apart of my mind... oh and, sorry for my disappearance, i've been busy with other things.
