still haven’t told my parents. Probably won’t. Made a project, told some online friends. I’ll tell my friends on other sites later. Idk what to do. Haven’t done this before. I’m just glad my online friends are supportive, I guess. I think I'm just scared. Scared of what people will think of me. Sure, I never cared about my reputation. But… Idk. I’m just scared. Don’t know what of, yet. I’m just scared. I don’t know. I don’t know if it's like a process or something. What do I do. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared. Scared of not knowing what’s next. I don’t know what to feel. I don’t know how to feel. I want to think of the best train of events. But... That’s just not how I’ve been. I’ve never been a happy-go-lucky kind of person. I’m always expecting something to go wrong. I have so many thoughts that I just can’t put into text. I’m juggling so many aspects of my future right at this moment because I can’t give myself a break. It feels kinda better when I put it into text, I guess.
Day 2.
