Im sorry im not a good person, im sorry im lazy, im sorry that im living, im sorry that my life doesnt matter. whenever somebody tells me to speak up, i do, but when i do, i just get cut off, shutted up, or ignored. why? whats the point in getting a girlfriend, whats the point in getting a job, whats the point of living, whats the point of being happy, whats the point of having friends, whats the point of doing anything, whats the point of life? when in the end we're just going to die, nothing is saving us, nothing will make us live longer, we're just going to be dead, gone, nothing else left, until the end of time. im genuinely sick of my life, im sick of my ignorant self, im sick of my brother, im sick of my grandpa, im sick of EVERYTHING, every single time i try to do something to help, i just make it worse, whenever i try to speak, i get shutted up, whenever i try to do something for my own benefit i just become lazy and slack off, i never deserved this computer, i never deserved this playstation, i never deserved rights, i never deserved life, i never deserved to live here, i never deserved anything, i just do nothing and think that the only thing im accomplishing is slacking off, nobody loves me, nobody likes me, nobody thinks of me, nobody truly cares about me, nobody knows about me, nobody deserved me to be here. Goodbye.
im sorry.
