April 12th 2026, I am forever leaving my old house. I've lived in this house for about my whole life, but I am now leaving due to it being hard to manage and repair as the house was built during the 70s. So for now I am leaving at my aunt's house. I am telling you guys this, as my home was special to me. It's been on my mind and I don't know how to cope with the emotions and feelings I have, so I want to express it to you guys. I haven't much words to speak, as I'm still trying to put words into how I feel, but I do have a lil something to leave out here: I've made my childhood memories in this house. Leaving it just feels I'm leaving my child self there. Left with the house has captured all my childhood within it. A reminder that I am growing up. I am no longer a little kid. In a few years time, I'll be an adult. Going to university, getting a job and so much more. I just don't know what's going to happen in the future. I'm scared though. I'm scared to forget my memories and childhood because that was what made me, me. But I'm also not scared. Because I know I'm on my way. The way to achieve my goals nonetheless. Afterall, my house has given me inspiration for my own story. Therefore, it may not be forgotten forever. So maybe, it'll always live with me no matter what.
Also I know I just made an EMOTIONAL MESSAGE, but imma try to draw smth so it's not a blank but yeah I like writing stuff :> Low-key feel like I cooked on this one but tbh it's because it's kinda spoken from my heart too lol
