I am quiting, forever I may come back, but doubt it cause I will never be good, and if I am, there is always someone better I will never be happy it feels, I am always the bad guy when it comes to everything, when want to feel true to myself with everyone I feel like I have to hid, ppl hate me, so why do ppl say they are my side, when the thing they want to see it terrible, ugly sometimes I just want to oof myself, the world just feels too hard to live I say I am good, or fine, but no rlly cares how I am doing, so must I stay, I have met great ppl who are part of the reason I stay, but to a point what good will it do most of my irl friends, don't rlly care for me, and they are kind and stuff but I said some things you some online ppl that I would never say irl then I feel like I am drowning in some church stuff, I don't believe in god, but I have to, I hate it, I feel like everyone there doesn't understand or hates me, and it is just so fake also to my besties cause ik you are reading this, do inside project <3 then what is the point of being happy if everyone tears you down, I tear myself down, my dad, my brother so just don't pay attention to this rant, it is pretty useless, but I ig I may come and work on smt post a LaD chapter here and there, and check my comments, but don't expect me to be here rlly also if the keep my Guppi charm, can you guess my secert alt heheh so just RIP Guppi
