Today is honestly a very exhausting day. I couldn’t get up for school, fortunately We don’t have first lesson in Thursdays. I had no strength to do it, it was kind of painful to talk, too. After about an half of an hour I managed to get up. On the lessons I felt didn’t feel too tired - but energetic either. I just dis everything, it felt like it doesn’t depend on me. Just as I am watching it all, not doing. t’s hard to describe. I had 3 tests today. Then my mom said foe me to cook. Also in the evening, I lost the balance, accidentally ouched up the glass of water, it fell on the couch. My mom sweared me a lot because if this. But.. be honest, was it my fault? I still think it was. Now, I finally went to rest, but I will be active here next ten minutes.