hey it's lilac. usually i'd be pretty happy, but today I wanna talk abt smthing that's been annoying me for a while. in case ydk, i am a boy. people usually confuse me with a girl, and that's okay! i go by she.he.his, but i prefer h.him more. what i DONT like is when people just don't care abt ur gender and default you to a s.her. it's REALLY not that hard to ask them what their prns are, or look at somewhere where they might state it. anyway. now i need to talk about a group of people who do these kind of things and just pmo bro. there's these so called 'friends' i have that always call me a girl. at first it was just teasing, and i REALLY thought they were playing with me. but no. it escalated into them calling me "transgender" and they even critisized me for doing normal basic things like talking and moving. like i'm sorry but why are you being mean to me for acting like a human? worst part is, there's absolutely NOTHING i could do to stop it. after all, they're my friends, right? friends can backbite and bully each other, right? after when i cry they act like as if they hadn't done anything to me. 'bro it was just a joke!' or 'wow ur so sensitive' is all i hear from them. i go to school in fear of what they will do to me today. and im telling you now, no one shld go through that. okay bye blueberries. -lilac out
