you for the 14 years of love and joy. I loved you so much, i don't think any cat will ever replace you. You were silly and clumsy, and as the years went on you still never failed to make me smile in the worst times for me. You gave me a reason, a purpose. To keep going. I'll miss you.. you were more than a friend. You were family to me. Forever in my heart. You were so funny. I loved you dearly. In the time i was in the hospitals, you were there. You never left. You never just "abandoned" me like everything that does. Fly high. I love you. Pet loss is hard for me. He was all i had left. He was everything. I'll never forget the times you licked my wounds. I'll never forget your love. You were everything to me. I wanna join you. Fly high.. Its hard to accept this and i cant even deal with myself..
The shadows stretch across the floor, Like ghosts of things that are no more. A heavy weight upon the chest, A heart that cannot find its rest. The world outside is bright and loud, But I am wrapped within a cloud, A silver mist, a greyish veil, Where every vibrant hope turns pale. It’s not a scream or sudden crash, Not like a lightning’s jagged flash, But like the tide that pulls the sand, To leave a cold and hollow land. I watch the clock, I watch the wall, And wait for evening’s hush to fall, For in the dark, the tears can flow, And tell the truths I cannot show. I wear a mask of steady grace, To hide the lines upon my face, And answer "fine" when people ask, Perform the daily, weary task. But deep inside, a quiet well Has stories that I cannot tell, Of lonely nights and silent fears, And all the salt of hidden years. Yet even in this somber place, There is a slow and steady pace. For sadness is a restless sea, That eventually must set us free. The rain will stop, the clouds will part, To heal the fragments of the heart, And though the ache feels long and deep, There are still promises to keep.
