soo life got me thinking I’m not so cis as I thought uhh idk I don’t feel like explaining but I find I don’t really care what pronouns people use for me in fact I love being called dude or sir for some reason soo I scoured gender wiki for like 2 seconds and decided I’ll be identifying as unlabeled because I give absolutely no craps about gender uhh so I guess I’ll be going by she/any or they/any I dunno she just feels normal at this point but I like being called they so I feel like I’m completely contradicting myself right now someone help. ok sooo I prefer they or she but besides that I don’t give a flippity flacking freak about whatchu use for me. uhh I’ll do one of those term thingies later I lied I did one now click on the thinker to see it that was not 45 minutes, apologies if you set aside 45 minutes to listen to me yap. here I’ll fill the time with some more yapping. hmmm uh I’m so careless nowadays vro I don’t give a flip about my health because I already know my brain is filled with unhealth I literally live in my mind, my characters are my life. without them I’d quit doing life and just become a ghost hah just like raynas wife I don’t remember her name I might write some ao3 oneshots for my characters though so then they’d become real like meeeee uhmmmmmmmm I think too much. I’m too philosophical and I think I’m ruining life for myself by being so thinky and in my head all the time my mother is constantly yapping at me to get a club or a job but I have no motivation to I cannot stand her dude she’s constantly yelling to “GET OFF YOUR DEVICE YOU’VE ALREADY HAD 10 MINUTES THATS TOO LONG GET OFF I DON’T CARE IF YOU’RE TRYING TO BE AN ARTIST AND ART TAKES TIME, JUST GET OFF THE SCREEN AND LIVE LIKE THE REST OF US” and then turns aroudn and scrolls on facebook for 4 hours. I cannot talk to people for the life of me so the only friends I have at school are people who have for some reason decided to make me their friend even though I add nothing to conversations or the friend group for that matter uh yeah so life is terrible I hate it and art is the only escape but my mother does not want me to be able to draw for more than an hour a day even though, 1: kids my age are on social media all the time 2: she’s on social media all the time while I’m being productive during my online time 3. art takes time why do I have to live through 48 hours just to finish one stupid art piece I end up hating 2 seconds later 4. I’m literally doing nothing else in my free time besides pacing the house waiting for a creative idea to come to my head 5. I’m old enough to use technology responsible and only use it for being productive??? 6. I’m literally so old why are you still restricting my access.. I swear if I make it all the way to 18 and she still doesn’t let me get in more than an hour of drawing time a day until I move out I will be disowning her. luckily they trust me enough to keep my devices in my room *rubs hands together maliciously* also music time is important too and the only time I get that is during drawing time. if I tried to listen to music while doing something off the screen she’d probably still yell at me, then when I told her what I was doing she’d ask what I was listening to. then I’d tell her and she’d say “OH MY I LOVE ________” and ruin it for me just like poor ben folds and radiohead. I hope my dad divorces her SO ANYWAYS WOW UH I’m unlabeled now so thats uh new they/she/any ok ok uh byeeeeeee I SWEAR TO FREAKING GOD CHRIS I’LL TURN THIS FREAKING CAR AROUND SHUT THE FREAK UPPP sorry sorry that was not me I swear uhh I’m slowly freeing myself from dandy’s world because I despise qwel’s developing trying to actually keep a regretevator streak for once when is azure coming dude <//333 I want my botanist I love paycheck and azurechance and doublezipper want a poly ship idea? all your favorite characters in one ship!! I call mine: paycheck time for the green flower its chance x elliot x azure x two time x 1x1 uh idk it might not be a good ship hahahahahhhHAhwha ok goobbebebeyye for reals *never gonna give you up intro plays* *rick astley dancing shows up on screen* hah get rickrolled loser
