ok so there is a lot going on. i know i said i would get pays out during spring break but in just a few days from now is my mom's 3 year passing anniversary. i actually might not be able to get pays out till june |when school ends| unfortunately. i also have a possible surgery coming up. i might have to get my achilles tendon cut. but hey when i'm bedridden i'll have all the time in the world lol. i also have tho's stupid SBA's and that weird science one after this week. i want to get my OTA pays done but its like i physically can't. dw Urchin, i'll get your "thing" done. but y'all i'm not doing the best mentally. i might have something called Chronic Fatigue syndrome. if you don't know what that is go look it up. but i sleep and when i wake its like i am worse then when the day before. i pass out randomly. i don't have a lot of energy. its not fun. my memory has gotten worse. i'm like extremely depressed and i have to take my anxiety med every single day now. no i am not an addict, its a non-addictive med. oh! and my insurance denied my adhd med again and i only have enough for this week and next week. some days i don't want to be at home cuz i get yelled at for no reason and because binx is destructive i get yelled at for it. so yeah yalls pays might not come till summer, sorry.
