FIRST THINGS FIRST, Before I start to get complaints saying "oh we aren't ignoring you!" "wdym we don't care?" "this is a kids website.." I GET IT. I'm not implying that. AND WHO KNOWS, maybe you don't. I don't even know if anyone will read this. Also, I'M NOT QUITTING, I'm not going to put in anything inappropriate, AND I DON'T THINK ANYONE AT THE MINIMUM AGE WILL EVEN SEE THIS ANYWAY. I may sound like a brat in this. I probably am, sorry in advance. So actually tell me if I am. This is genuinely annoying me. So recently I've been getting back on Scratch, yk, checking in, looking for an excuse to be online, etc. First major post in a long time, and it's a rant. Not about how I need to spend some alone time. Not about how I don't wanna be on here. BUT JUST A COMPLAINT ABOUT MY MEDS AND WHY I'VE BEEN INACTIVE. And guess how many people noticed or checked it? NOT A LOT considering the follower count. The first person to see it, I told them. 24/7, it's just no notifications, no views, not even any activity where I can't reach it. Nowhere. First giant art in months, first art for ACV in months. Nothing. It's been - what, 7 hours? - since I posted it and finished. I want to have some proof that my online friends REMEMBER I EXISTED. Also, I tried going into my friends' chatrooms and saying that I'm alive again, and not everyone responded. I'm not willing to move on just yet. What doesn't help? My lack of irl friends to talk to at school because the most I get is 1 hour SOMETIMES on Friday, and most of the time it's 30 MINUTES OF BARELY TALKING AT LUNCH. So I turn to my online friends because I'M BORED. Also. I'm trying to break addictions to other sites, places that won't actually be GOOD for me. And the best online site to do that? Revisit my OLD addiction, Scratch, aka HERE. I want to have a reason to be on here and actually end the unhealthy parts of my life. I can't do that when I barely get any sort of check-ins, messages, etc. I'M TRYING to be more active. My classmates annoy me, my meds don't work still and we haven't checked in with my doctor, and what little time I have spent with the trio of friends I have is often spent in silence. And I get nothing. So I guess, reverse hiatus, spam my messages it'll make me feel better, I DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE WILL SEE THIS. I won't say that nobody cares. BUT. Some of you probably DON'T care, because NOTHING IS SEEN AND NONE OF MY PROBLEMS ARE TRULY GIVEN ANYTHING. despite EEEVERYONE ELSE making projects too DEPRESSING for a PG SITE, and saying that "no one cares" when their MANY FOLLOWERS do. - Hachi
