you already read the title so ill just get to the point. i have lost my motivation to post here. i never have any ideas. i never know where to start. i can never make myself sit down and work on something. i miss when i was able to post anything without thinking i did something wrong in the back of my head. when i open this site it reminds me of the friends ive made and lost. im honestly contemplating just leaving. dont worry, i'm fine mentally but i just have no idea of what to post here.
