there's a lot going on in my life. my dog is dying, my friends hate me, my parents are tearing eachother's throats out in court and school is super overwhelming right now. and i'm being called a manipulator, a gaslighter, and a problem. i can't do this. i have so much to juggle all at once and i'm still expected to act normal. every problem i have is just solved by more pills. and i hate it. i hate every bit of it, but there's nothing i can do. but sit. and wait. until things improve. alone. work i spent hours on is being trashed over a problem i thought was resolved. the person i thought i could rely on left me. and after all this i'm being called the bad guy. i don't deserve this.
tonight will be the night that i will fall for you... *puts on eyeliner and cries*
