(tw: vent n sh and self hatred mentioned) guys ik some of you told me not to do it again but i did sh again. pls dont be mad.. i just really hate myself a lot currently. everything about me. i hate the way i behave and my ugly "beauty" mark and how i look and my stupid annoying voice and my ugly a$$ face and how feminine i look. i hate it so much.i didnt c-t as much as i did last time but its still leaving marks.. i promise i always try to fight the urge as best as i can. again im rly rly sorry pls dont be upset with me. I'm getting closer to using the rope but.. on the bright side manon came back ig.. (my friends still called me emo)
