i've been recently thinking what i'm gonna do when i get outta prison (school) i've abandoned college to hopefully be someone who does music if not? then someone who teaches music, that's when i bring colege back into the equation. now, about my parents... i have vivid memories of when my brother came out to them as gay. the reaction, to this day, is not positive. imagine how they'll feel when their "son" says "he" is not a "guy" I do not know what to do. I find myself so lost. Do I tell them anyways, knowing they'll probably leave my already wounded and silenced body dead? Do I just leave and never speak to them again? It's so difficult for me. on a more positive note, i've been branching out w my music, meaning my playlist is not an overwhelming amount of paramore (it still is, but there's more of other artists) anyway, bye
