Crush(ed?): I thought I still liked her But now? I'm not sure When I read those words All I felt Was this feeling That made me question The last Couple months This feeling Of regret She made me laugh And smile I liked her So much What now? All I can think About Is all the time I wasted Thinking About her Trying to talk To her Why did I try So hard? Now, I can't even tell How long I still liked her When did it fade? I think it's gone But what if it's not? When did it stop? What happened? I liked her A lot But now it's gone And what I think Is I still want to be friends No matter what I want her to try And stay friends No matter what Please Keep talking To me I love Talking To you I want to Know What's up But also When did this happen? This change In you And me I can't tell And I'm too scared To ask you But I still Want to know And yet What startles me The most Is that I'm not Really Crushed Like I would have thought I would be Disappointed? Maybe A little But mostly? I'm filled With this feeling Of regret
I personally liked the first stanza the most but please comment and tell me which part/lines you liked. Also, as I was writing this I was kind of thinking of each stanza as a different little poem, but they're all about the same thing so I decided to post them as one thing and not multiple. I'm dedicating this poem to the girl its about. :)
