i don't want to grow up. it feels like im becoming a teenager too fast and i don't want to be one. i want to stay a kid and it's just so out of my control i'm losing friends. some of my closest friends, even on scratch, we just don't talk much anymore. i hate a lot of my irl friends for no reason. i want to stop the years from going on but i can't and it's so awful. i feel like i'm rotting inside and i can't stop. i'm so freaking lonely even when i have friends. but yeah. how are you.
