Hi guys! I thought that since i havent been that active lately, i would give everyone an update on me. (Warning: Lots and lots of ranting as well as a bit of venting) -Recently, ive been on youtube A LOT more! It was probably because of tadc, but now i feel like for the past 2 or three months it has been something i do that i go on as soon as i could. I asked both my parents if i could get a channel, and they both said yes, but no worries! I’m still not sure if i’m actually going to make one or if i should wait, since middle school and scratch are already a lot. I could never think of leaving anytime soon, but if i ever did get a channel, i might not share the username anyway because it might have just a slight bit more personal stuff on there since there’s an older overall audience. But like i said before, I’m still not completely sure about making one so dont worry about me leaving my scratch account behind! Although if i did make a channel, it would probably still be easy to spot that it’s me because of the type of content i would make and artstyle. I might even post a few of the same artworks, though don’t think that means it’s automatically okay to steal! I WILL find the ppl who do hehehe. Might wait a bit to make anything or even decide to set up an account tho -I sadly have been SWAMPED with school lately. Just had a big exam and next week we’re doing more. On top of that I have 2 huge major grade projects, and school has left me so very tired. -I have had many, many family problems lately that have sadly been affecting my mental health. Let’s just say… “daddy issues.” Oh yeah, and “brother issues.” Let’s not forget being forced to go to his house with only my brother and no mom every other week because it’s in a contract that must be followed or someone could go to j@1l! Guess i didn’t like kinger and caine just because they were funny, at least according to the internet. -New hyperfixation alert!! >:D Been watching spyxfamily and im so obsessed with it ToT its absolutely hilarious and every single time there’s a scene with anya i can’t help myself from laughing!! And dw, that doesn’t mean any of my other hyperfixations have gone away or lessened in any way at all!! It just means more things to add to my fandom list :’3 -I learned I had many many side effects of anxiety and depression recently, so its very likely that i have those, as well as another very uncommon mental health disease that I’m still way too insecure to talk about because it makes me do things that i shouldn’t, and i can apparently only fix it by going through some type of specific therapy to find the root of why i have it in the first place so that i can stop having it. Please don’t ask about this in the comments, if i ever feel comfortable enough i will share it but it’s one of my greatest insecurities and i don’t feel ready to talk about it. -Art! I’ve been getting back into traditonal art, and i’ve been trying out new supplies that i forgot i had before that i’m in love with!! (Aka the blend tool im literally obsessed and none of you can stop me) >:D -Rising Moon, my beloved comic that i haven’t released a chapter for in almost half a year. I don’t know how to say this… IM GETTING TO IT OK SOBS TOT -Update on something i have been debating with for a very very long time in my mind because i struggled to know if i was too young to simply just have not known, but i have finally decided. I am indeed aroace, and I’m glad to be sharing it! For a long time i never really knew what that was, i thought it was just some other form of being queer, (which of course there’s nothing wrong with i just made an assumption) but when i found out i felt i could relate so much!! As much as I feel like trans, nonbinary, queer, + more get hated on and that that is in no way fair, i also feel that since so many people have been standing up for it, there is a WHOLE LOT MORE representation, which is of course great to see always! But sadly… I’ve barely ever seen aroace/asexual/aromantic representation with anything. And of course im a sucker for ships, who isn’t? But at the same time, i want a character now and then that doesn’t have a love interest, but can just be loveable on their own. And growing up, that just was never a thing. I’ve seen books and movies and tv shows and songs and even advertisements include love interests, which is great and all, but for once could we have a real main character without a love interest? I’ve only seen side characters and maybe a few others like alastor or smthing, but that’s it. I’ve also seen people on the internet, and i find this totally bizzare, hating on people who are aroace. Why? Humanity will never know. It’s like saying you aren’t human because you don’t have a crush. In fact, that’s exactly what it is. I AM christian too, and since i was insecure about it at first I did some digging and even though i never thought it was wrong, I was glad to know that many people thought it was (+)
‼️READ TOP FIRST PLEASE ‼️ (+) fine, so i was completely comfortable with telling my parents. Although i did tell a few students when they asked me who my crush was, and i am not making this up, i quote word for word they said “it’s impossible not to like someone.” WHO CAME UP WITH THAT BRO?!? But it also makes it easier to reject people because idk why but im like *coughs* attractive apparently?? Two guys have confessed to me this year along with a guy in 4th and a guy in 5th grade. Jeez, what would you want me to do afterwards if i said yes??? Ask our parents to drive us to mcdonalds?? Hold hands when im already uncomfortable enough with physical contact?? Never. Ever. But if u do that stuff, i mean do whatever u want i guess xD also question: is it possible to simp for a fictional character but also be aroace? Asking that for no reasons at all -I watched the tadc ep 9 trailer, and, um, uh….. well…. ykifk but there better be a funnybunny wedding or subcooler will abstract -I am planning on making a new comic, and have considered doing it in a traditional comic format since i was debating whether i wanted to actually self publish it or not. It is actually not warrior cats related, though i m still going to be working on rm, and it handles a few mature topics. Not too mature that i think it’s inappropriate for scratch, but it is based off of my actual life and handles some deep, emotional, and slightly heavy topics which is why i would recommend ages 11+ only read it when it comes out. I won’t spoil too much, but all I’m going to say is that it revolves around a girl named Iris, and her life is a lot. (Like mine cuz its based off of it lol) It won’t be releasing for a while, but i will tell you that once i do i would like to say that even if it is based off of me, it’s still not MY complete story, and Iris would still have a different life then me. These are all the updates i have for now!! (I spent an hour writing this help)
