cause like wdym i feel like i barely exist one day, then the next i just feel like a creature. wdym i now feel like feral little fluffy kitkat. im doing better today. still burnt out. but ill be okay. i experience depression weirdly anyways. i think its cause im neurodivergent. i just process everything differently. whatever, we vibe. it'll be okay. i should not relate to these songs this much agh. i love using them as a health coping mechanism though. if i was a cat, i'd be a tortie. i have a tortie. her name's chaos. i love her. she's baby. kitty. i dont care that shes like 3 years old shes baby. i like cats. cats make the feelings less bad. so does associating certain colors to certain things. the icky feelings are a light grayish blue. like the color of clouds at night when its gonna snow, iykyk. the good feelings are sunsets. a deep, soft purple's really comforting. i like when people find me comforting and safe. it makes me happy that im able to help sometimes.
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