Hello everyone. Nick here. I've been thinking about how to write this message for a while, but it's not easy to put into words what I'm experiencing. I don't want to go into too much detail, but I feel the need to be honest with you. Things aren't the same for me anymore. As I grow older, life changes: responsibilities, commitments, important things to accomplish every day. Between work, internships, goals to achieve, studying, home, training... the days get more and more crowded. And little by little, I've realized that the space for what made me feel good has become increasingly limited. Those who follow me know how much I loved creating: animations, projects, games, ideas... they were an important part of me. It wasn't just a pastime, it was something that made me feel alive. Lately, however, it hasn't been the same. I often feel tired, I have no ideas, lacking energy, lacking motivation. Even when I try to do something I used to enjoy, I can't feel the same way anymore. It's as if something has turned off. The days all seem the same, a copy of each other, and sometimes I feel like I'm losing myself little by little. I'm still fading inside. It's not easy to explain, and maybe not even to understand from the outside. But for me, it's real. There are moments when I think about giving up everything, closing the loop, giving up. But at the same time, I don't want to, because what I've created, even here with you, is part of me. Without it, I wouldn't even know who I am or what I truly like. I'm not writing this to be pitiful or to get something in return. I'm writing it because I felt the need to say it, to not pretend everything is fine when it isn't. Maybe I'll go back to how I was before, maybe not. I'm just trying to figure out how to move forward, one step at a time. Thanks to those who stayed, to those who understand even without too many words, and to those who will continue to be there. See you soon.
