Do you also wish we could go back in time? Every time I see you leave me on read I realize this friendship is close to being dead It's not like we don't care anymore We're just getting older And as people get older things start to change But sometimes I wish things would just stay the same Sometimes I wish that we were still kids Dreaming about outer space But now life's speeding up And I'm being pulled out of place I'm sitting here in my room Thinking about all the things we said About being friends until the very end Back then the world was too big for our heads Now that I'm older I realize that things will always change But I still wish our friendship would stay the same I wish we could still write But you're stuck in a fight Are you alright? I have no way to tell anymore, since they closed that door All I can do is wonder and pray That you'll keep fighting and you won't throw your life away "I hope I can see you again" "I hope we can still be friends" I've said that a thousand times before to so many people I don't count anymore Maybe instead of looking back in time, wishing things never changed I should just let go and move on with my day But I can't help feel an ache in my heart When I think about us having to part I don't know how long my time will be on this Earth And I don't know what I'll do with the time But I know that once in a while My mind will wander back to one of you Now I'm sitting in my room Thinking about all the things we said About being friends until the very end Back then the world was too big for our heads Now that I'm older I think I left some things unsaid I don't think I told you sorry enough I don't think I ever told you that you were my best friend I realize now that nothing can last forever But it really hurts when I see that not far into the future These two friendships are going to end.
I'm just starting to realize how much I use fanboys :siiigh: I kind of hate it but practice makes perfect and criticism would do me good This is about two of my best friends. As of now, we're still friends but we talk really rarely and it's coming apart. With one of them I text with and I used to text them every few days and now its like every few weeks. And my other friend, we used to write letters to each other (because we dont really have any other way to communicate) but we can't do that anymore for personal reasons and now we can only use google docs and they only respond like once a month :\
