mkay so i feel like the effort i put into spop is useless. like before spop, i had such a good opinion on my voice, but now i just feel talentless. i never get into groups, and companies always use the same line of “oh, i love your voice but it doesn’t suite the group!” but WHY do i hear that line every single time i audition for a group? does my voice really not suite anything? i’m a member of lunette and ifairiez, two popular groups, yet i still feel overlooked in the spop community. i’ve been on here for almost three years (will be three years in july) and i owned one of spop’s most famous companies (everlast labels). i feel like no matter how hard i work on my covers and thumbnails, i’m never going to be popular. on my @pledisentertainment acc too, no matter how hard i work, the debuts + comebacks i post get barely any recognition. it hurts when i notice releases not even half as good get two times more loves and views. i created BLNK, and arguably made the members popular, because all of the members except for lia were new and didn’t have much recognition before i scouted them. i was a member of NewDreams and managed them for quite some time. i created IRIS, one of third-fourth gen’s most famous groups. but i’ll just end up seeing some rookie company owner get “best manager” or “best company” cs y’all like them better. watch this rant get zero views too.
