sorry guys. ik it's only been a week on this acc, but I just feel like I need a break. Sometimes I spend too much time in this kids website and I hate that i'm literally involved in many major drama. Ive dealt with 5 MAJOR ones throughout my journey on scr and didn't even take a break. Therefore I need this time to rest. Ive been lacking behind in schoolwork due to scr, and exams are coming up this week. Things irl are also hurting me. My mental health is dying, and I'm very close to relapsing. I might open my comments on some days but u can chat with me on this project until I'm back :) ik I haven't properly started on any projs yet, but I'm currently working on it :) for now u can look at my old ones on @zzleepi once again, im deeply sorry for leaving ygs :( i promise ill have a HUGEEE comeback and if this acc gets banned im gonna move to @aeyuko trust me <3 ik its a bit too hard to focus on not being on, but sometimes you might catch me online :0 ilygsm and ill update u if i ever come back one of these days <3 19/4/26 : hii! so i know im supposed to be gone but i couldnt help but do my proj... so i checked here and there we go <3 21/4/26: hi. today i dont really feel like talking. so... yeah. im practicing for choir for our school's 70th anniversary and... its not going well. my voice is getting thicker. i honestly hate it sm. yk, i should focus more on choir than just... existing here. this place kinda became like my home, my safe space, but ever since the yumi scandal, my opinions have changed. do i really want to pursue this? no? but i want to do it. as a hobby. i learnt that i want to be a detective when i grow up (but will that ever happen?) these days have been hell. i want to go back to where it all started. i want to be happy again in this platform. sometimes i want to just... disappear. but my friends on here, theyre keeping me intact. idk why they still care abt me, cuz idk what i even did to deserve them. but i love them like theyre my own family. whenever i see them check on me, i just feel.. happier. lighter. tysm for all the support throughout my journey, ill be back <3 24/4/26: hi. things are getting worse between me and my parents. idek why they js... hates me. i mean, i hate them too after what they did to me. ive been sober for like 3 months now. idk how i can even fake being happy so well. so when u see me text happily that basically means u shld check on me. if im inactive for more than 2 days start to worry. if im gone for 3 js know im in a better place. ive tried all over again, and yet i cant stop being such a pessimist. my parents always threaten to call the police on me and i acc hate it sm. the only reason im still living rn is cuz of my frnds on here and only 2 irl. i dont have that much friends irl cuz ik i suck, and my body is def NOT tea. ygs have been here for me the whole time, and yk i love it. idk why but yall care abt me more than my own parents. no i do NOT regret saying this. after EVERYTHING they did to me.
ily aria, eve, kami, gigi, willow, subeen, lexi, leia, leii, kyo <3 you changed my life ever since I found yall
